Catherine? Is that you? A bit of a stalker are we?
Two important things you missed:
1) This post is from almost 5 months ago
2) When I wrote this 5 months ago I referred to smoking in the PAST tense... as in I don't smoke anymore you ignorant psychopath. Learn how to read.
I think it’s hilarious that you write me off as a "fat lazy slob" to justify your hatred and your eating disorder. Look at my icon honey, do you see a double chin there? It's pretty hard for an athlete who's also hypoglycemic (which = a high metabolism) to be fat, so you're wrong again. And if this IS you Catherine, how come you don't have a picture of YOURSELF as your userpic? Scared? Maybe you're not pretty enough to feel ok showing your face to the world. Or maybe years of starvation and stress have taken a real toll on your skin and your face looks like a catcher's mitt (wouldn't surprise me a bit). Don't run around calling other people fat slobs until you have the balls to a) post under your username and b) post a picture of yourself.
I have more self-confidence, more beauty, more potential and more control over my life than you ever will. I think it's sad that it's been MONTHS since I posted anything in a pro-eating disorder community and you're still obsessing over it. Get a life and check yourself into therapy while you're at it.
Smoking is a vice, not a mental disorder. At least my “bad habit” isn’t in the DSM-IV!! Look up the DSM if you don't know what it is, and while you're looking it up make sure you check out the sections on eating disorders and obsessive compulsive disorder, I think they would be helpful to you. I'm glad I almost have my psych degree, then I'll be able to help people like yourself.
Funny that you say I lack the discipline to accomplish anything yet I am living on my own, paying my own rent, working full time and putting myself through university, all the while maintaining a loving 3-year relationship and a handful of close friendships. Oh, and did I mention I'm getting A's? That must be a real kick in the ass for you, considering you'd love to see me as lazy, unemployed, miserable and lonely. Oh well, that's too bad for you, because I'm sure it would make it a lot easier for you to hate me and dismiss what I've said if I was.
That's all I have to say on the issue. When you reply to me can you stop being a coward and post under your username and could you also add some more question marks and exclamation marks please? Those were awesome. Actually maybe you shouldn't reply at all, it seems like you obsess over me a little too much and should probably take a time-out and look inside to figure out what's going on with you to make you lash out like this. Good luck with that, and good luck with life.