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Fri, Aug. 1st, 2008, 12:17 am
chimalis: of course

It's not that I can't find you. On days like today, you are absolutely everywhere for me and I find you in the clouds, at the drive-thru, on the sidewalk like loose change, in my pockets having survived the spin cycle. I find you tangled in the fringe of my eyelashes; I find you wound round the laces of an oldfavorite pair of shoes. I don't miss you, and when I find you, I don't welcome you back. I hear my own words echoing down a long dark mental hallway: Of course I never wanted you. I always had you.

Wed, Oct. 8th, 2008 05:19 pm (UTC)
propheticvoices

Heart wrenching and beautiful.

Thank you

Sun, Oct. 12th, 2008 03:00 am (UTC)
chimalis

Thank you.

Mon, Dec. 19th, 2011 03:42 am (UTC)
ratkrycek

Wow. Good one.

Mon, Dec. 19th, 2011 02:32 pm (UTC)
chimalis

Thanks.